well, its been a good week! im just chillin at home, watchin the bro, and cleanin! it's sooo crazzi man! CJ is awesome and better than before and i am doin good with the whole life thing. in one week, i will be in Taos, woohoo! i have a tournament!so, i guess thats all i can say. oh yeah, i got searched yesterday. by campus rent a cops! freakin dicks! it's ok though! lol, gotta go before i get pissed! much lovn!
-kt
that dick lied to me....again!! more than once too! i cannot believe him! oh well! CJ made me feel alot better. he told me that he was sorry and told me he wanted another chance, and htat he knew he screwed up but wanted to try again if i would let him. and i told him i was willing if he was to make it work. he was the only one i cried with.and dont get me freakin started on jarid. he started kissing ass to me AGAIN and just when i started believing and trusting him again, he has a girl in oki, he is trying to get to do the long distance thing. that jerk AGHHH... last night was actually a VERY GOOD night! i blamed it on the game i went to but i didnt get home til like 1130 b/c i was at CJ's house.... feelin better! lol !!! hahahaha ok, im done being dumb. it is soo damn cold at my house!ok, im going now! love ya lots
kt
P.S.
im not moving to Germany, more than likely! woohoo!
It's crazzi!
life is crazzi!umm... how ya'll doin?!john your mai sweetie!lol!umm...... well... yeah!thats EXACTLY what is on mai mind right now!lol!im tired and bored and just found out that ppl have been breakin into houses in mai neighborhood and i am mad!oh well, i got mai bats!lol!well, CONGRATS ANNETTE AND MIKE!lol, as if i aint said it enough, haha, they got engaged, i am sooo glad for them!i babysat for annette for like, 2 years now i think?!lol, i love those kids like they were mai own!but they sure aint!lol!well, k!im goin to lay down and wait for mai phone call!lol!im finally happy wit guys!lol aight peez!
-lara
well, travis asked me out today!i have liked that kid since.... long ago!well we'll see how close we get!i said yes!woohoo!ok, love ya buh bai
-lara
i saw ray today and aghh!i cried!i was walking and he came out of the bathroom and looked right into my eyes and i wasnt ready to talk to him!at all!!!!he looked right into my eyes, i returned the glance and he looked down at the floor, then he looked back over at me as we passed and before he could see, i turned my head and began to cry!it hurt sooo bad, neither one of us said absolutely anything to eachother!i feel like disappearing still!!wheres josh when i need him?!?!lol!well yeah!greg is making me feel soooo much better man!oh well!i umm.. hmm... grrr!!!!i dont want to go to Germany at all!i dont knoe if i said anything, but my dad got orders to germany and i hate this!i leave late january and dont ever wanna come back!b/c sooo many of my frens are mad at me like its my damn fault!i knoe they'll get over it, i just dont wanna have to say goodbye!its gonna suck soo freakin bad!i actually am happy about seeing jarid again though!i think i have been saying i wasnt b/c i was scared, but i am!yay!ok, im gonna go now!much love buh bai!
-lara
we just broke up and yeah i feel like crying my eyes out!!!and then rolling over and disappearing!why do guys treat me like shit!??!?!do i deserve to be treated like shit!?!?do i??!?!is it like, make lara cry day, week, month, year or life/?!?!?oh well, im gonna go cry my little eyes out now!oh and yeah, dad got orders to go to Germany and we are goin in february!well, late january but whats the difference?!?!oh well, im gonna go cry and sleep!peez!
-love ya lara
